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In the Ooze
03:15
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i’m unjust when i get jealous/ i’m undone when i’m in love/ i’ve lost trust in my own lust/ i’ve grown accustomed to being a dove/
narcissist in the mirror/ simple thoughts in my ear/ feeling less than here/ wishing i could hit clear/
i’ve devolved to fear/ from the things i hear/ what use to scare me/ has come to seize/
when i’m in the ooze/ on the evening news/ what i gotta lose/ from what’s left to use
running away/ i’ll call it a day/ what can i say/ i’m always afraid/
i’m blessed for your mind/ you’re a waste of time/ i’m a guest in your eyes/ you’re a mess at best/ i’m stressed in my car/ arguments are hard/ while listening to star/ we never got that far/
when i’m in the ooze/ on the evening news/ what i gotta lose/ from what’s left to use/
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Spending My Days
03:05
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i got homework i should be doing/ i got colleges i should be applying to/ i got people i should be talking to/ i got a life i should be living/ i got things i should be getting to/ but i’m busy getting caught up with/
spending my days trying to get with people i’m not interested in/ hours talking to get no where faster/ getting empty at a time where i’m comfortable/
i’m happy at the sight of this/ i’m sappy when it comes to this/ i haven’t laughed in a while/ i haven’t been interested/ i haven’t been interesting/ i’ve been misremembering/ i’m all about myself/ i’ve forgotten how to deal with help/
i got so much to worry about/ i got so much to feel sorry about/ i left my window open to remember the feeling of waiting/ i wrote a note but i’d never do anything with it/
spending my days trying to get with people i’m not interested in/ hours talking to get no where faster/ getting empty at a time where i’m comfortable/
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Preacher Man
03:23
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you coughed up at the dinner table/ you held your hands up to your face while it dripped all out/ my breathing short i didn’t know how to react/ i rushed over to help you clean up the mess/
you acted like it wasn’t a big deal/ i was scared that was it/ that i’d seen you for the last time/
it fell out of your hands/ and oozed onto your plate of cake/ mellow out you’d tell me but i’d never tell you the same/
mellow out you’d tell me but i never told you the same/ hollow words left empty in the cold air/ swallowed to hide what i was thinking inside/ words of sympathy get choked up and are hard to find/
take content in my prayers/ i’m not religious but i fucking wish/ hold me preacher man and let have this last dish/
hold me preacher man/ let me pay my way up to your hands/ help my family stay healthy/ let my uncle be a wealthy man/
i smell it on your breath/ i know when you’re close to death/ i figure let us rejoice/ in the little time we have left/
hold me preacher man/ let me pay my way up to your hands/ help my family stay healthy/ let my uncle be a wealthy man/
i don’t want you dead/ all that smoking really gets to your head/
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every morning/ i walk through a web/
every morning/ i destroy the home of something smaller than me/
every evening/ i cross my heart and hope that i’m not dead/
every evening/ i clean my teeth of the dreams i kept/
every night/ that web gets rebuilt all over again/
dreaming of nights for me/ sleeping all through my needs/ leaving my lean body/ seeking a cleaner stream/
mornings blur and the nights get worse/ i clean my sleeves of the times that hurt/ adorn my thoughts with twins of ease/ forlorn over things i’ve lost to be/
torn blue cheese and the last block of these/ the end of over finalities/
truncated costs/ fun draining loss/ now find all the trash in your empty balls/
dreaming of nights for me/ sleeping all through my needs/ leaving my lean body/ seeking a cleaner stream/
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5. |
Interlude
01:23
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i’m fed up over wasted time/ i’ve been up since last midnight/ i’d get up if you were mine/ you said what i wish i meant
you’re a figment of my own brains design/ a minor stigma over what you’ve signed/
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Tenure of Loss
03:22
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slip ons scuffed/ there’s blood on my leg/ i never felt anything when i said your name/
mismatched socks/ my head close to yours/ the warmth of your bed the silk of your skin/ i hope that i miss you/ for the memories we made/ tough that they’ve been replaced with the times that i hate/
simple in my skin/ single in yours/ a wrinkle of fabric on sheets of dior/ think back on my thoughts/ not too much to hold/ an emptying of basket to close up the case/
tenure of loss/ not something in me/ ten toes down and i’ve forgotten to breathe/
when my hair blows/ on these empty roads/ and the street lamps glow/ when the moon is out/ there’s trash under the bridge/ there’s glass in my tire/ i keep on peddling though/ i keep on letting go/ i’m too scared to love you less and be trapped by my empathy/
tenure of loss/ not something in me/ ten toes down and i’ve forgotten to breathe/
egg me on it’s a fallacy/ legs all up it’s a pregnancy/ cry at me i’ll cry at you/ cry at me ill cry at you/
i’m unsure about certainly/ i’m certain about forever and how it’d never work out that long/ and how it’d never work out that long/
certainty over nothing/ dregs in my coffee reminding me of our conversations/
tenure of loss/ not something in me/ ten toes down and i’ve forgotten to breathe/
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Petal (ft. RYN)
03:16
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petal/ on your gown/ sleep/ in my arms/
love/ me from the outside/ hold/ my head down/
creep/ on my fault line/ fall/ to where your eyes go/ all/ is on the table/ nothing/ will go between this/
RYN:
BANG BANG/ GANG FUCK WITH NO COCAINE/ AND WE REALLY FUCK WITH YE/ 36 CHAMBERS YEAH WU TANG/ GREW UP WITH THAT SHIT/ GOLF WANG/ CHERRY BOMB AND WOLF INSANE/ CUBAN JACK SERVING UP THE CANE/ DRAG YOUR CHAIN THROUGH THE BIKING LANE/ BLASTING BLOCKS WITH THE GUCCI MANE/ PULL UP WITH THE WHOLE SHEBANG/ ROLL UP YEAH IT’S MARY JANE/ CALL THIS SHIT LE COUP DE MAIN/ BITCH I GOT THE MARK OF CAIN/ CHOKE WITH YOU MY GOLDEN CHAIN/ AND WHEN YOU FUCKING WITH SOME REAL ONES/ JUST KNOW THIS AIN'T YOUR TERRAIN/
petal/ on your gown/ sleep/ in my arms/
love/ me from the outside/ hold/ my head down/
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Strange Skull
02:53
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my resume/ too empty to see/ fornicate/ now we separate/ tie this tourniquet/ lie i’m impotent/ hide behind your eyes/ now fly beneath the clouds/ sleep under the blinds/ talk and wish for sight/
lost in it/ now i’m sinning/ got my reputation in the clinic/ i feel your strange skull/ i feel this awkward lull/ lost in it/ now i’m sinning/ got my reputation in the clinic/
now i’m lost in you/ now i’m lost in... you/ this cant last/ i’m a fucking crash/ let me hydroplane into your past/ i don’t want this any longer/ i don’t want you to get any stronger/ over me/ what you’ve got on me/ what i’m afraid of being/
lost in it/ now i’m sinning/ got my reputation in the clinic/ i feel your strange skull/ i feel this awkward lull/ lost in it/ now i’m sinning/ got my reputation in the clinic/ i feel your strange skull/ i feel this awkward lull/
you say i’m cool/ while holding my face in your hands/ i say you too/ i can’t make eye contact/
your strange skull/ what am i looking for/ your fake eye lashes/ you look like a fucking whore/ feel the beat of my heart/ i’m not bad just a bad person/
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Sense Your Glow
03:08
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sense your glow/ so sweet on me/ left your home/ get caught with me/
echoes of your past/ get buried down last/
lay with me/ stain my house/ say with ease/ what’s come out/
oh im afraid/ to say my thoughts/ rather be with you/ than get caught/
sticking to my dreams/ you know what i mean/ oblique it seems/ but object to being clean/
sense your glow/ so sweet on me/ left your home/ get caught with me/
sticking to my dreams/ you know what i mean/ oblique it seems/ but object to being clean/
sense your glow/ so sweet on me/ left your home/ so lost with me/
get off on my clone/ now i’m stuck in the zone/ i scoffed at my thoughts/ now look where i go/
come to myself/ while looking in the mirror/ id rationalize to help/ it’s just not queer/
normal in my skin/ now what am i to do/ it’s too hot in this car/ i can’t fucking breathe/
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Sonder
03:25
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i barely know my grandma/ she left when i was twelve/ i remember staying at her house but i don’t remember her that well/ i don’t have close family i don’t share my secrets or my feelings/ when i’m feeling down but i don’t feel like talking a lot/
there’s a thing about life and death/ and life scares me more than death/ the realm of possibilities are endless but that lends itself failure and fuck ups at my own hands/ missing weddings i’ve never been to/ to have boring dreams i’ll confuse with boring times in my later life/
tumors in my brain stem/ crying sometimes on the weekend/ these things are normal but what makes a life normal in the end/
humor at life’s expense/ you gotta laugh if you wanna make it/ rumors of what comes next/ we’ll never know until it makes sense/
funerals and effigies/ random acts that cause messy graves/ it’s all too fast but it’s too slow if you sit back and watch it pass/
my teeth get yellower with everything i say/ my skin gets worse with every passing phrase/ my last thought will be a waste/ then everything will be erased/
i wish i knew my grandma/ or anyone i know won’t last long/ a short bus to get off/ final stop before the crash/
funerals and effigies/ random acts that cause messy graves/ it’s all too fast but it’s too slow if you sit back and watch it pass/
my teeth get yellower with everything i say/ my skin get worse with every passing phrase/ my last thought will be a waste/ then everything will be erased/
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